Sunday, July 26, 2009

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU....#86

“Jack the Ripper”


Rightfully called “the all-time greatest hit that Morrissey forgot to record,”
“Jack the Ripper” was, in its first incarnation, a slightly instrumentally subdued, morbid love plea from the perspective of the Victorian killer. Reincarnated with guitar-slicing gusto on the import only live album, Beethoven Was Deaf, the live version surprisingly gained considerable coverage on alt. rock radio stations in ‘93. In true Morrissey fashion, the final repeated lines of “Nobody knows me” insists that Morrissey feels some sympathy and possibly a sort of kinship with the murderer. A haunting track, the live version has since appeared on both the “Now My Heart is Full” single and the “My Early Burglary Years.” Possibly in an attempt to further highlight this missed rock of gold, Morrissey extensively played the song on his 2002 tour. I love this song so much Here’s hoping he throws it in on his current tour. If Morrissey had heard the tale of Danielle, the lyrics would be much different they would go some like this;



"Oh, you look so gorgeous Mouth cherry red and wide sweet-smile
and I ill-advised Your face is as gorgeous
As your life has been"

Saturday, July 25, 2009

MY SLEEPING MIND......#85

Your eyes, by the night wind sent, awakes my quiet instrument.
In the silence of your steps, I can see into your soul.
Messenger of sympathies, my heart beats loud in exstacy.
When your shadow falls on me, don't put me in; reality.

And I chase every night after you.
Of all your loaded mysteries, the color of your sympathies,my words cannot express your awful loveliness.

So come with me through smoke and mirrors.
We'll bring our differences nearer.
We'll float upon an inland sea.
Embody visions of a dream.
And I chase every night after you.
I got a chill, and the night wind sent me a chill.
You wander through my sleeping mind, reading thoughts I've left behind.
I always know when you've been there.
Tangles of perfume fill my hair.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

TUESDAY WITH DAVID BOWIE.....LETS DANCE DANIELLE.....#84


I grew up on Bowie and Morrissey and R.E.M, really got me through the hardships of being a teen. Everyone was into Nirvana or 2-pac, Some did not believe that the voice coming out of the speakers was that of Bowie,


I must say I got some people hooked on Bowie..... at the time, but when I went to a party and brought my music, that is all that would be playing all night after people heard it - ended up recording tapes for a lot of people. By the way, china girl was co-written with Iggy Pop and was first released on Iggy's album the Idiot.


Bowie toured playing piano for him but quit after awhile as he said it did not pay enough. Had a photo of Bowie in the background at an Iggy Pop concert....so if Danielle ever wants to get into Bowie I must dig out some classic TAPES and record them oh the lovely 90's and Danielle will live on forever.....

Monday, July 20, 2009

STILL ILL......#83

Spoken words alone cannot express,
The love I have for you.
The written art of love is what convinces Myself, that you are the one for me.
As I gaze into your eyes With every movement of your listless ways,

The grasping of your hand,
The warmth of your heart
I believe that you can make me feel like no other!!!
Once I believed that love was only a fable,

Configured in the mind, planted by others.
Then there was you.
Like a flower in bloom, wow, what a dream come true!!
There are times we you make me happy,
There are times when you make me blue,
But what is even worse, is when I don't get to see you...

Sunday, July 19, 2009

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU....#82



“Sunny” and “Boxers”





Both written in ‘95 during Morrissey’s boxer and fake-cuts-on-his-face phase, both deal with fallen heroes and shattered dreams. The former is a sweet ode to Sonny Liston with less than subtle references to his alleged drug use: “With your jean belt wrapped around your arm / Oh, Sunny my heart goes out to you / And with the needle pressed on to tight skin / Sunny, I cry when I see where it’s taken you.” The song is accompanied by one of Morrissey’s best videos, where a trio of lower-middle class British youth loiter and love in Victoria Park. The latter shares the same theme of a fallen hero, but has a slightly more optimistic tone, with the losing boxer still being loved by his hometown and his nephew “all the same.” Released only as a single, Morrissey soon realized that it deserved more, and thus stuck the song on every compilation of his since. Danielle, is truly a hero in my world of Morrissey. So like Morrissey to single out one of the best track he has written. My guess is that he was trying to hide it. Just like I would hide Danielle, and keep her in the place where nobody knows and is the one we've been dreaming of. Just like Morrissey I too realized she does deserved more......

Friday, July 17, 2009

THE CONVERSATION WE NEVER HAD....#81


Danielle - Do you love me?

Jay - I love you, for you I have this feeling. since the day I saw you I like you and I also love you. and you do you love me?

Danielle - I like you. despite that we hardly see each other. since the day we met I liked you and I also miss you.

Jay - Is so beautiful to know that another soul. thinks of you to end of the glory. Me and you are two that have and feel sweet love. It is why forever me and you. we will live like this so happy we'll be, you'll depend on me like I'll depend on you in any time any day and you do you love me?

Danielle - I like you because you very kind to me. But thanks to destiny I like you and I also love you. And I know you love me.

Jay - Yes! I love you.. for you I'll do anything, I'm here I'm your lover, your best friend and also your soul mate..... This love was born the day that god cross our paths. And put your smile,voice and whole in my sight.. It was worth being born for the fact that one day we can be much more than friends. facts of life facts of love. And the beautiful things that life has to offer...








Thursday, July 16, 2009

MY DEAREST LOVE....#80

My every waking moment, you entice my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peaceful comfort and a smile to my face at the mere thought of you. My heart beats for you alone, my darling! When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning as many more will come. My heart soars blissfully when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Sweetheart, everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul -With you I am truly Whole.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

MY SWEET DANIELLE....#78

My sweet Danielle
my Angel
my Mozgirl
I really want to see you fly
I Really want to be with you
I Really want to see you laugh
But you're so far away, my Danielle
I really want to know you
I Really want to pain with you
I Really want to cry with you That it wont take long, my love
I really want to see you run
I Really want to hear you talk
I Really want to see you, over and over
Really want to see you, Why is it taking so long? my Danielle
I really want to know you more
I Really want to go with you to end of time
I Really want to show you more
Now, I really want to see you Really want to be with you Really want to see you But it takes so long, my sweet Danielle

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

TUESDAY WITH DAVID BOWIE.....LETS DANCE DANIELLE.....#78

David Bowie. Ziggy. I can’t really imagine my life without him, or that album. I don’t remember how I first heard Bowie, but I remember when I first got Ziggy Stardust. As a freshman in high school, I picked that record up around the time that I bought maladjusted. The two were a vicious combination that left me strolling around campus with the sounds of a space age moon man ripping through my brain. From there I moved to Hunky Dory, and on to Aladdin Sane, and Low before shooting off all scattershot. I’m still picking new records up, but progress is slow as I can’t stop revisiting the old ones long enough to let the new sink in. Ask me what the best record of all time is and I’m likely to tell you it’s The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars. David, takes me beyond this world he’s a mystery that requires a lot of study. both in his work and human life his image of the inverse and aliens takes music to a whole new world. “if bowie does Ziggy them Ziggy does bowie then David does David”…. In other words if Danielle loves Morrissey and Morrissey loves Morrissey then Jay loves Danielle.....get it.

Monday, July 13, 2009

THE BEST VOCALS THEY EVER DELIVERED...#77

Danielle, delivered in 84' to the world. The best single to ever come out to the public I became a fan from the start. in the collection. Yes, I've bought much of the stuff for the music she loves, but I've also been attracted to both her voice by the talents and her hair.
However.....I reckon my favourite DANIELLE, is a MORRISSEY, DANIELLE. that I have ever seen on my collection.
Danielle can be found on the LP of the same name with MORRISSEY, and was also released as a single in September 1984, climbing to #1 in the charts. It's a girl that I find moving and uplifting in equal measures, and it was a touch of genius to ask DANIELLE, to take the vocal as her voice is that great mix of strength and fragility that holds together a truly amazing piece of work.
Teardrop after teardrop is all I catch myself doing, and she is still released as the best single since MORRISSEY'S SUEDEHEAD reaching #1, and in the process becoming the biggest hit for the world, and indeed for any man that lays eyes on her. A stunning five and a bit minutes of beauty.....it slides along perfectly, and just as you think the vocal has finished and you're into the fade out with the music she comes back at you with a final cry of 'it's tumbling down.....' and then the gorgeous instrumentation begins again.
Oh and of course truly groundbreaking....

your #1 fan, Jay

Sunday, July 12, 2009

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU....#76



“Seasick, Yet Still Docked”

One of Morrissey’s most introspective songs, it’s underevaluation is most likely due to it being curiously sandwiched between the jocular ‘You’re the One for Me, Fatty” and the gospel-glam of “I Know It’s Gonna Happen Someday.” A simple acoustic melody backs Morrissey’s stark autobiographical lyrics that cover his entire, and lengthy, list of insecurities. If I was asked to point to one song that summed up What Is Morrissey?, I would aim the questioner here.

What more can I say I love this song as much as I love my dreams of DANIELLE, we both got to hear this song live back in Coachella of this year. She stood in the left side of the stage as I stood in the right side. we were so close yet so far from each other. She stole the entire night when I found her between the crowd with here MORRISSEY 101 shirt MORRISSEY pin. I could not ask for a more perfect night to end. one of the best highlights of my chapters in this journey of mine. MORRISSEY and DANIELLE under one sky...........

I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where I intended to go
Scavenging through life's very constant lulls
So far from where I'm determined to go
Wish I knew the way to reach the one I love

There is no way ...

Wish I had the charm to attract the one I love
But you see, I've got no charm Mmm...
Tonight I've consumed much more than I can hold
Oh, this is very clear to you And you can tell
I have never really loved You can tell,
by the way, I sleep all day

And all of my life no-one gave me anything
No-one has ever given me anything

My love is as sharp as a needle in your eye You must be such a fool to pass me by...
I just found this rare Seasick Yet Still Docked (Charles Bukowski mix) at the Morrissey-Solo forums. Created by member Bike Tragedy using the live version from BBC Theater, clips from the film Barfly and ends with excerpt of Bukowski reading from his poem "The Genius of the Crowd." Brilliant!
I love the sample "to all my friends" that bookends the mix.


Tuesday, July 7, 2009

TUESDAY WITH DAVID BOWIE.....LETS DANCE DANIELLE.....#75

David Buckley is the author of a biography that is widely regarded as the most comprehensive biography on David Bowie (Strange Fascination: David Bowie: The Definitive Story there is yet by critics and Bowie fans alike (I’m not included in this throng as I haven’t read this biography as of now)…and, aside from being a long-time fan, his drive behind this motive? It was part of writing a PhD thesis on the “Chameleon of Pop” – can you imagine, basing a thesis about David Bowie? I’m not being critical – no, in fact I’m actually quite astounded. A PhD thesis about David Bowie…I can only imagine. It seems that David Bowie isn’t that far off from being a subject studied in university – if Shakespeare is studied, why not Bowie?

Having said that, while it does sound grand to have written a PhD thesis about him, (and I’d love to read it, if I should ever get the opportunity I don’t know if studying him as an academic subject, analyzing, would necessarily fare well…he is a person after all, not a specimen. But then wouldn’t that apply to all other persons that could be studied, to the point of being a core subject on their own? I think it would depend on the person being studied; I think that for a person to be extensively studied there has to be a lot of mythology and such surrounding him to be studied – in other words, whether it’s a man or a woman, this person in particular has to have dimension as well as his work. I think also what contributes to the possibility of an academic studying of a person is also how much they have influenced and contributed to society.

This takes us back to the question, “If Shakespeare is studied, why not Bowie?” It is not Shakespeare the person that is being studied, but rather his works. There may be some biographical study, yet overall it is his works that are being studied. It is intellectual. To study David Bowie on the other hand, put frankly, is, in my opinion, studying a personality of pop culture – yes, a major pop and music icon who has a lot of influence, but in the intellectual field this influence falls almost to nil. (Whereas let’s say Beethoven or Mozart, or any other great figure in classical music were to be studied, it would be their music that would be studied – music theory, time signatures, etc.) Certainly, his art is for enjoyment but for it to be painstakingly researched and analyzed to the tiniest detail possible…it strips it down to the point where there’s nothing left. In my opinion, David Bowie’s work (songs and albums in particular) can only be analyzed so much – which it’s received throughout the decades of him being in the music industry – though there will hardly be – if ever – any conclusive, final answers because what he does is very dynamic and consequently can have many, different meanings – really, it all boils down to personal opinion, doesn’t it? – and in some cases, no sensible meaning at all. Some people have this determined idea that there is some great, big mystery to be solved, some underlying meaning in “that song” or a particular set of songs, but most of the time, they’re just stories. Even David Bowie himself has said that he’s not trying to tell or prophesy anything through them; they’re just stories. It’s the people who listen to those songs that put meaning into them, by their perceptions and their beliefs. Anything one does is a personal thing: one puts what he puts in it, and as soon as he gives it away to share with others that work is no longer his. It’s then left to what the people make of it.
To be a big fan and knowing “everything” is one thing, it’s another when you actually take someone as a serious study for example DANIELLE,. Studying a person has its limits – you can only go so far, and some people you can study more than others. In my opinion, if one wants to take the initiative on studying a person do it with the sense as if writing a biography or a PhD thesis, whatever, but don’t make it so that the person becomes a study. There’s a key difference between studying a person and making a study out of a person. Do you get what I mean? I’m not saying that having a person as an academic subject isn’t relevant, but there has to be some, for lack of a better word, ethics involved: don’t make the person being studied into a specimen that has to be put under a microscope.

Monday, July 6, 2009

ASK ME,ASK ME,ASK ME I WON'T SAY NO.... HOW COULD I?...#74




I sit in my dark room lit only by a stray moonlight ray, Enjoying the quiet darkness after a long hard day. I can hear the rain as it falls from the sky to the ground, And feel the sadness in my heart that you're not around. Oh darling, I wish I could explain how I feel without you. An empty shell with a desire that goes all the way through Like the man whose life is without meaning or reward For you are the center and are all that puts it into accord. When I am away from you my soul hurts with an ache There's no way that I can be happy, I can not even fake. For you are my everything and all that keeps me going More I am away from you, the more I feel it growing. When you're with me, I feel so special each and every time So wonderful that if any better, then it would be a crime I know that you have other friends that force you to decide But you never make me feel guilty, intruding or put aside All that I feel from you is that I am your number one It makes me smile cause I am the earth to your sun You are the center with your sparkling eyes and smile So when I touch you, it is like it is you and I on an isle. I miss you so much sweetie that I can't explain how much There is such a loneliness inside of me for your touch My mind cries out to be with you no matter what the cost Please hun, please understand that without you, I am lost I am dying to hold you tight in my arms until the sun rises To feel the warmth of your sexy body with all its surprises My body remembers your scent and how it drove me wild That scent has a passion and seduction but yet is so mild. When I kiss that neck of yours, I feel a part of me reacting It's a piece of me that I can not hide with any type of acting If you could hug me close, you would know how I feel You react with a smile and my heart you would steal I feel your kisses on my neck as I think of your lips I would pull you closer with my hands on your hips Closer and closer to my body so there is no room between Feeling kiss after kiss as I lovingly caress those Morrissey shirts So tell me sweetheart, can you tell that I miss you yet? Can you tell that I want to be with you without regret? So until I am with you again and feel your warmth to mine I will miss you and look forward to the time when we dine.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU....#73




After the death of the "king of pop" and my mother being in the hospital I thought I'd pay my respects to them and not post any blogs these pass weeks. June was not a kind month with the death of 5 more famous celebrities. I'm happy to report that my mother is well and back in the house. we all have to understand that we are not her forever. Life is a loan when it expires we must return it to it's owner I think we all know who that is...

“Alsatian Cousin”
This song brings too many ?? I love the power of being privet the lyrics speak for them self's but
One has to remember that this was the first post-Smiths song of Morrissey’s solo career. Some truly menacing guitar work by Vini Reilly perfectly fits with Morrissey’s sneering lyrics of demanded love. Remembering that the last song Morrissey committed to tape before this was the gentle “I Won’t Share You” makes the contrast even more stark. Which may be the reason the song is largely ignored in the Morrissey-solo canon: nobody, most of all Smiths fans, was ready to hear him lustfully snarl “But on the desk is where I want you!" Danielle, loves this song I once joke with her on that terrible facebook site when she ask "why am I at work all alone." my reply was well your boss found "A note upon his desk" that read "P.S. bring me home and have me" so now you see why you're there all alone.. God bless Danielle and her Morrissey ways.

Were you and he Lovers ?
And would you say so if you were ?
On a forecourt On a Friday
Passing my way
Oh...
Were you and he Lovers ?
And if you were, then say that you were!
On a groundsheet
Under canvas
With your tent-flap open wide
A note upon his desk" P.S. Bring Me Home And Have Me!
"Leather elbows on a tweed coat-Oh!-Is THAT the best you can do ?
So came his reply :"But on the desk is where I want you!"
So I ask (even though I know):
Were you and he lovers?