Penny Lane Morrissey #8

The first time that I met you
It was clear to see that I was meant for you
and you were meant for me.

You looked to be so sweet, so honest, so pure, so true. I wanted to fall to my knees I wanted to be the concrete your feet walk on.
I saw you very secretly my feelings began to grow in seconds. I wanted to tell the world but I know they would not understand. I often dream of holding you. of someday taking someones place.
But I can't tell it will never be unless you get some space, some space to breathe some time to live, sometime to think things through
Some time to see just how much I feel and care for you.
Don't ever doubt me my love; I'll always be sincere.
When all others fail I'll be here with my arms wide open.
The world is big and I found you, for it is the best found I have ever found........

In poverty, Jay

seasick yet still docked #7

seasick yet still docked................................am a poor freezingly cold soul So far from where I intended to go Scavenging through life's very constant lulls So far from where I'm determined to go Wish I knew the way to reach the one I love There is no way ... Wish I had the charm to attract the one I love But you see, I've got no charm Mmm...Tonight I've consumed much more than I can hold Oh, this is very clear to you And you can tell I have never really loved You can tell, by the way, I sleep all day And all of my life no-one gave me anything No-one has ever given me anything My love is as sharp as a needle in your eye You must be such a fool to pass me by...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBO2hJmjz6M

search for someone to love #6

All our young life. we search for someone to love, someone who makes us feel good, special and complete. in search of a soul that understands us. we choose partners and change partners we cry, we laugh we dance to songs of love, desire, fantasies and hope. we carve on trees phone each other for hours drink of secred fountains. All but while wondering if somewhere somehow there is someone perfect out there who might be searching for us.............

Natural beauty #5

She walked my dream in a spring stage, it seemed to me No makeup on her face Natural beauty takes its place in her.......
She walked my dream In her Morrissey shirt, of sights to see All the birds, lotus, and the children of the woeld They crowded around her
Have I been blind have I been lost Inside the beauty of her eyes...... Hypnotized, mesmerized by what I seen In her
She moved in me In a spectacle of wealth and poverty With her "Diamond" eyes. I take out the scarlet welcome carpet That I just rolled out just for her........
She walked my dream with her wings up above her made a wild-eyed man of me.... She sings of her traffic island I stopped and I came to her
Have I been blind, have I been lost in the deep end of her eyes Have I been Hypnotized, mesmerized by what I have have seen in her In the BEAUTY of her looks.....that great dream of mine, in that "PENNY LANE"...........

The first Morrissey concert #4

October 9, 1999 Coachella California. The first Morrissey concert I ever attended. And i remember it like if it was just yesterday.
Well what can I say ?This was a fucking amazing concert. For the Morrissey set I stood in the front row, centre-stage. Morrissey came out at 9 pm and played for two hours (when I say two hours I mean two hours , not an hour 59 minutes not two hours 1 minute) this was timed to perfection. Morrissey wore a brown suit, pink shirt, Doc shoes, and that necklace/pendant thingy from the Vauxhall and I album.
The set contained only one Smiths song, London, which I heard him play 3 times at the sound-check which we could barely here because of the traffic and the poxy rain !. Anyway, the goose pimples are only just beginning to die down (OOPS ! spoke too soon ). Most of the set was from the Oye! Estevan Southpaw Grammar and Vauxhall but he also played National Front Disco and We'll Let You Know. He didn't play Sunny though, DAMN. The back-drop was Cornelius Carr and Morrissey kept pointing to it during Boy Racer. He also kept wiggling his finger at fly level during the " .. whole world in his hands" line. hehe....
quite a few people got on stage. morrissey, and even the bouncers, were helping people up. At the end of the set he said "Thank you for your continuing warm welcome and we hope to see you back here again soon" Here's hoping eh?He didn't say much else during the show "Me ? Are you sure ? Ohhhhhh""Yes yes YES YES YES YES YES YES YES "During the feedback bit of National Front Disco he took his jacket off, tied it around his waist, then took his shirt off and rubbed himself all over before throwing it to the crowd. ( Didn't get any of it though!) Dam!
This was the most perfect night in my entire life. I couldn't take my eyes off him, as if they were glued to him at all times . I remember telling myself "If Morrissey was not Morrissey, would i be Morrissey?". He sings my life as if he knows me some how. The way he moves on stage and his quotes are words that i normally use. If i wasn't listening to Morrissey i don't know what i would be listening to today..........

MORRISSEY made a dream out of you, Jay

YOU ARE EVERYTHING... #3

I never felt like this with anyone before you only have to smile and I'm dizzy, crazy!
you make the year go like water into the sea I think of you a thousand times a minute just send me a text and send me spinning

you show me MORRISSEY and I'm crying you hold my eyes in your hand and open up the world I can't believe all this

I want to keep this feeling deep inside of me
I want you always in my heart you are everything.
The world has to offer
you fill my head all full of you and all the rainbows is
is every step you take is to be with you forever

I want to keep this feeling deep inside of me I want you always in my arms you are everything.......YOU ARE EVERYTHING!......................

I wake up and what do I see, all of you always, Jay....

THE MOST LASTING PROOF OF THE HUMAN GENIUS #2

When the years pass by and everything is lost,after the ice caps have melted..and the ocean has risen to drown so many cities along the shorelines of the world. forever lost and millions of people were displace. but your image will live on to never fade away. your mark in the world is place. In order for one human soul, to love another human soul. they must understand each other. "what did u feel." he says "i don't understand." she said "what did i do to your feelings." "you did it to my heart." But if love is real, then wouldn't it be a fact--a flat fact? our true love does exist in one place, and in one place only. At the end of the world where the lions weep. here is the place where dreams are born where reality doesn't kill.......Remember me "ANGEL" for the day your face grows very old and your hair turns white, remember me for the latest. where my biggest thing is that i will only want you even more. where 2,000 years pass by and u still look like the "ANGEL" i first meet and saw. you are very important, you are unique a (one of a kind) in all the world. "THE MOST LASTING PROOF OF THE HUMAN GENIUS." i only want for your happiness. my dearest "PENNEY LANE" i will one day close my eyes to go to the one place where (dreams are born) and the physical body means nothing only the feelings to one another. till then.............I'am,I was,I'll be, I care......thank you! for everything you have done....when all others fail I'll be here.....Don't put your heart in the hands of a beautiful face that throws it all away in the end......i wish i can keep writing more I said it before and I'll say it again "When it comes to you there is no end." Always: JAY...