YOU ARE THE EVERYTHING.....#72

Sometimes I feel like I can't even sing (say, say, the light)

I'm very scared for this world

I'm very scared for me

Eviscerate your memory

Here's a scene You're in the back seat laying down

The windows wrap around

To sound of the travel and the engine

All you hear is time stand still in travel and feel such peace and absolute

The stillness still that doesn't end

But slowly drifts into sleep

The stars are the greatest thing you've ever seen

And they're there for you

For you alone you are the everything

I think about this world a lot and I cry

And I've seen the films and the eyes

But I'm in this kitchen

Everything is beautiful

And she is so beautiful

She is so young and old

I look at her and I see the beauty Of the light of music

The voices talking somewhere in the house

Late spring and you're drifting off to sleep

With your teeth in your mouth

You are here with me

You are here with me

You have been here and you are everything....

I MISS YOU......#71

Did I tell you how much

I miss Your sweet text reply?

Did I say I didn't? Well I lied

I lie lie lied because I miss you

Over real over

When I nearly hit the wall

So tired of packaging my dream

Always pushing you away
Did I tell you you're wonderful?

I miss you yes I do

Did I tell you that I was lost?

I was lost

n your wonderful eyes
Did I tell you how much I miss

Your smile,pictures?

Did I tell you I was okay with out you?

Well NO! No way..
You're wonderful!
Now each and every day

I realize the price I have to pay

You you're my Angel

And now for your information

I'm walking around like an arm decoration
You you're an Angel

So high I cant get over it

So deep I cant get under it

I miss you yes I do......

YOU AND I.....#70

Love is a many splintered thing, they say,

And I believe it when you looked my way,

Out of the blue, things seemed to happen By chance or destiny, is the question.

Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,

Then came a day we felt each others presence,

Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,

Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.

A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I"A love we can't even demonstrate, A secret we have to keep for life.

I love you, honey, and its from my heart,

I hope you know that you're no beggar from the start,

You make me fly without wings,You make my heart wants to sing.

Every moment I spent with you,

Is every one of my dreams coming true,

More than words, I want to show you how I feel,

Someday, some place, sometime, I will.

Love is a journey for two,
Step by step, me and you,

The future we can't see,

Let love lead the way for you and me.

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU....#69

After last week's loves for MORRISSEY, there really could only be one song selected today:-

Morrissey - The Last Of The Famous International Playboys

This was his third solo single, and was released at the end of January 1989. It was a track that got a lot of radio play on (K-rock) and fared well in the charts, hitting the giddy heights of #6.

In the humble opinion of this particular fan, this is one of the best-ever Morrissey singles. Produced by Stephen Street (who also plays keyboards), it has the benefit of having Andy Rourke on bass and Mike Joyce on drums, as well as Craig Gannon on guitar, which makes it as near a Smiths reunion as you can get sans Johnny. (Incidentally, the other guitarist on the record is Neil Taylor, who lists Morrissey alongside Tears For Fears, Natalie Imbruglia, Peter Gabriel, Rod Stewart, Tina Turner, The Pretenders, Van Morrison, Holly Johnson, Paul Young, Climie Fisher and Robbie Williams as the acts he has played guitar for over the years.....)

On first listen it seems nothing more than a homage to the 1960s East End gangsters, Reggie and Ronnie Kray (who were immortalised on-screen by none other than Gary and Martin Kemp of Spandau Ballet in this film). But it is also a lyric that links to The Playboy of The Western World a play that caused great controversy when first performed back in 1907....

The anti-Morrissey brigade had a field day when this single emerged, accusing him of glorifying gangsters and violence, when in fact it was an ironic comment on the media's continual obsession with the twins. And while it is rumoured that Morrissey sent a wreath to Ronnie Kray's funeral in 1995, I'm sure that this is nothing more than an urban myth, or at worst an ill-conceived media stunt.....

Here's your rather enjoyable b-sides, neither of which were made available elsewhere

Morrissey - Lucky Lisp
Morrissey - Michael's Bones

Incidentally, the cover star is Morrissey himself as it is a family photo taken of him at the age of 7 as he climbed a tree (a case of a boy at play......)
Oh and I play this song almost everyday. So how does the great DANIELLE fit into this song, when the target are gangsters, well, DANIELLE, is like a gangster the more I want to hate her I just catch myself wanting her even more. I know she's trouble with that smile. I just have to see her next move. when the fact reminds that I'm bond to get hurt but the pain brings me closer. (and have since picked up the 12" version)

SUNDAY, Jay

ALL I CAN SAY....#68

There are so many words I cannot say, when I look into your eyes. I want to be able to tell you one day, but I'm left speechless every time that I try.
You must have stumbled across the key, and discovered so much more. You found a hidden place in me, you found my heart and opened the door. And I cried in pain of losing my dear friend.
Will it ever be the same again? If it passes will it be the end? I realized it was worth so much, as I lie in bed that night. So I allowed my soul to be touched, without even putting up a fight. Are my eyes deceiving me, when I see you standing there? Are you playing games, just to prove I care?
You speak my name in a prelude, in a reference to love, with such loving attitude, as if it were a message from above. With the palms of your hands pressed firmly against mine, a white doves lands, and the sun begins to shine.
Someday I will see, though that day has not come yet. You'll say you love me, but will you ever forget? If that happens and my spirit dies, if my emotions drop, will you want to hold me when I cry? Or will the love just suddenly stop? We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.
You'll stay and play your part, but after the beauty starts to die, will your footprints still be on my heart? Though it would be hard to say goodbye, your friend I'll always be, as long as we always try, to keep the friendship between you and me.
The letter I will not send will casually inquire, how could you have brought it to an end? I was your one desire. After this life is over, you'll be one person I know I'll miss.
It'll be too late to start over, and so I leave you with this... I'll hold you for a lifetime, if you'll just hold my hand. We could have a wonderful time, in the days we have not yet planned.


If I force to overdose on any one drug, that drug would be sleeping pills. Just to be in the pleca I've always dreamt about, Jay

JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE DOES........#67

I like anyone kid would be with a crush

I am so flattered by my fascination for you

I like any teen would do

I have simply wanted to carve your face in me

But you you're not impress

You're walking right by me

Must be some poison deep in you Killing me for you

Must be someone deep in you blinding you from me
Must be strangely exciting

To watch one soul fall head first over you

Must be great to be the goddess

To watch a heart meet reality

But you're not impress one bit

I like any young man would be Sorry if I seem extremely psychotic-mad over you

Like any young man in his twenty's

But you think of my love like

You had experienced me in some bad way before

But you you're all alone this is not allowed

You're what love hates to be

An unfortunate slight

I still think you are worthy

Now I need a moment to remember............

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU.....#66

Today's love for MORRISSEY, takes me back to;

10 June 2007 Bakersfield (CA), Rabobank Arena

The final date of the Greatest Hits tour, with two tickets in my hand I had no one to take with me I was in a despreatville form. with hours away I had to turn to the Ex to take with me, finaly a success. Morrissey and the band were all in top form. The sound was excellent. The audience was very receptive and energetic, but there were a few negative elements who threw junk on stage. Three or four fans managed to successfully make it on stage, including a boy of about 4 and a little girl of 10. One full grown stage climber jumped on Morrissey and locked her arms and legs around him. Security had a hard time trying to pry her off and Morrissey was visibly annoyed.

A few minor changes were made to the setlist. The just-reintroduced "Whatever Happens, I Love You" was replaced with part-timer "Lucky Lisp" while "Panic" was replaced with "Girlfriend In A Coma".

At the end of the usual "Imperfect List" intro Morrissey's musicians walked on stage and one after the other they walked up to the microphone and shouted "Lights!", "Camera!" or "Action!" Then Morrissey came on and his greeting to the audience was a quote from his song "Girlfriend In A Coma": "Do you really think you'll pull through?" In set opener "First Of The Gang To Die" he changed lines to "you have never been in love until you've seen the stars over Eagle Rock boulevard" (a local reference) and "and he stole from the rich which is you, and the poor which is me, and the very poor".

Morrissey exceptionally sang the first line in "You Have Killed Me" as it was recorded and released. However he did the other usual live changes, and even took one of them to "Who am I that I come to be kneeling down here" as he kneeled down to shake someone's hand. After the song he said "Thank God I'm a (?) player..." After "In The Future When All's Well" he said "You just happened to be going through Bakersfield... and you thought to yourself, well, 'can I take it?' and... what's the answer? (fans shout 'yes!') What's the question?" During "Disappointed" a 10-year old little girl climbed on stage. Morrissey held her hand and walked her around for a bit before she made her way back by herself.
Before going into "Let Me Kiss You" Morrissey introduced his musicians: "The boyfriends in a coma are... Boz Boorer... Solomon Walker... Matt Walker... standing on his X, Jesse Tobias... standing on his X, Michael Farrell and (crowd cheers)... please please please, too much attention, so little time..." In "Let Me Kiss You" Morrissey changed a line to "I've zigzagged all over Los Angeles". As an introduction to new composition "That's How People Grow Up" he announced "I shouldn't remind you to be out of the house on June the 25th because we appear on the David Letterman Show and... we sing this song which is called 'Stand By Your Man'..." After the song he said "That's how people grow up, just like that exactly..."

The setlist: First Of The Gang To Die /The Last Of The Famous International Playboys/ You Have Killed Me/ In The Future When All's Well /Disappointed/ Let Me Kiss You/ That's How People Grow Up /The National Front Disco/ Ganglord/ Girlfriend In A Coma /Everyday Is Like Sunday /The Boy With The Thorn In His Side /Irish Blood, English Heart /All You Need Is Me/ You're Gonna Need Someone On Your Side /I Just Want To See The Boy Happy/ Lucky Lisp /Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want/ I've Changed My Plea To Guilty/ How Soon Is Now? /The Queen Is Dead.

Had I meat you then you would have been the first person I'd call to take to see the beloved MORRISSEY.

P.S. The pictures above MORRISSEY, is taking the hand of the little girl that made it on stage twice. And yours truly has the same shirt the lovely DANIELLE has on well is just a bit different.....

Happy SUNDAY, Jay

I LONG FOR YOU.......#65

My love, till you are near

I long for your touch you are the only one, with you

I know I'll find love that I need

Love for a life time So please believe it's true

Our love will see us thru

For one heart share by two We'll always stand, now and forever

Thru the sun, or all thru the rain And for all time You'll always be my love.

So please believe it's true

Our love will see us thru For one heart share by two We'll always stand, now and forever

Thru this world, and all thru life And for all time

We'll always be in love Thru my heart, and all thru my soul You'll always be my love, or all thru the ocean And for all time You'll always be to be my love my love to you I need, I long for your touch you are the only one with you I know I´ll find love that I always need love for a life time so please, please believe it´s true our love will see us through for one LIFE, shared by two will always stand now and forever through the hard times and through the good times and for all time, I´ll always be here so please, please believe it´s true..........

BACK FROM COLORADO.......#64

What a trip MONICA and I had, it was fun. We decided to come back on a car and not an airplane because I thought it be a lot more fun. But to be honest it was just an excuse to not come back on a plane, I hate them so much. just like I hate sitting in a dark room watching a movie with strangers for two or three hours, most people smell and the sound of them eating and chewing makes me sick. so in simple words I hate the movies too.

But COLORADO, was fun, like I said before I met so many people. I know I'm never going to see again. MONICA, was at her all time great. we had not one negative on this trip. well other than men were hitting on her like if she was honey.....Well in a way she is something like that. kind and sweet all around. We made some stops on our way back and met more people. On our way back I saw an add that caught my attention of the freeway that said. "DANIELLE GOLD DISCOVERS GOLD CALL AND ASK US HOW." haha I should of taken a picture but I was the one driving. you seem to be everywhere. I thought to myself It's impossible to get away from the girl that MORRISSEY, built in such a beautiful way.....

The picture above was taken in COLORADO, I think it was in '04' but not to sure on it. And that's MONICA, see her eyes are honey....

New York, New York is on my mind, Jay

FROM THE MILE HIGH CITY.......#63

Look into your heart and tell me what you see.

Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me?

Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh?

Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight?

With you in my arms, holding you tight?
Do you believe in the miracle of Love?

Do you believe in you?

Do you believe in Love?

Do you believe it could happen to you

Take me in your arms, don't ever leave

With you in my arms, I'll make you believe!

I believe in Love, always and forever.

I believe in us, you and I together.

I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain.

Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the other guys?
Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart;

Heart and soul from the very start. For your Love, I'll wait forever

With all my heart, I believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe Love is bliss,

That you can believe in the magic of our first kiss.

Answer me one question, now, before I leave... Tell me, Do You Believe?

This is my last day in COLORADO, I have met so many people that I know for a fact I'm never going to see again. Everybody has been so cool, met a lot of MORRISSEY, fans. I didn't know they still existed yet, alone in COLORADO. I'm thinking my next getaway will be NEW YORK. I have to see the place MORRISSEY, talks about. The one place he says is worth going.

And yes I did read WARD, and it sux's. Somehow I feel my time will expire here soon.

Having said all that. LIFE AND IT'S DISGUSTING GLORY GOES ON, Jay

IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE....WITH MORRISSEY AND YOU.....#62

Again

I lay awake

and I cried because of waste

I'd love to

(But only with you

Only with you)

Oh, time is gonna wipe us out

There, I've said it loud and clear

So that you will hear

There's no one in view

Just you

Just you

And time will never wipe you out

Now I've had enough

I've had more than could be

My rightful share

Of nights I can't bear

How can it be fair ?

Time must wipe them out

So, again, I lay awake

In a trance

Oh, I just want my chance

But only with you

Only with you

That's all

That's all.....................

“I’d Love To”

This song should be on every infatuation mixtape. Morrissey’s careful vocal phrasing makes his lyrics of unadulterated monogamy that much more forceful. The song is just so perfectly understated, so wonderfully airy, and so sweetly candid. When some unlisted female(?) singer wordlessly come in at the end, I’m already mush. A voice that takes me away, Can it be DANIELLE? My answer to that would be YES!....

Thank you for the years, Happy SUNDAY, Jay

THANK YOU ALL......#61

I've decided, I'm going to stop for a bit, to the series of postings in my mind. There's a very good reason as you'll see...

But first of all, I want to say a huge big thanks to everyone who has read and dropped e-mails you've all been very nice. I'm going to break fro a while as I will be in Colorado for 2, weeks.

I will try to post from there that's if I can or have the time. (I don't take pic's so don't expect any above). My postings of the great Danielle,( The star) have been very successful thanks to all of you. I have fun reading through all the comments left behind, and I'm thrilled that the series

"IT'S SUNDAY, I'M IN LOVE WITH MORRISSEY, AND YOU" has been such a success. So much so, I'm all for repeating it when I get back and in 2010.....2011

Thank you very much MARY, JESSICA, JAKE, SAMANTHA... sorry I cant thank all by name but, trust me I will never forget all your e-mails...I will see you all soon. and remember if there is someone you love never give up. To what you believe is eternal happiness....God bless and take care I'll see yall in 2-3 weeks....

"KIND AND GENEROUS"

You've been so kind and generous, I don't know how you keep on giving

For your kindness I'm in debt to you

For your selflessness, my admiration

For everything you've done, you know I'm bound, I'm bound to

thank you for it....

You've been so kind and generous, I don't know how you keep on giving

For your kindness I'm in debt to you

And I never could have come this far without you

For everything you've done, you know I'm bound, I'm bound to

thank you for it.

I want to thank you for so many gifts you gave with love and tenderness,I wanna thank you

I want to thank you for your generosity, the love and the honesty that you gave me

I want to thank you, show my gratitude, my love and my respect for you,I wanna thank you Oh I want to thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you...

GOODBYE......#60

My life is an Endless writing of me saying Danielle

My life is what I always thought it would be

And what's left for me now is a Goodbye

Is what's left for me?

At one time

The dream it gave me the hope to go on

But now the dream stretches behind me.

I have failed to make you mine

To make you happy

To make you the one of a kind

To print you in the world

I'm so sorry.

And all of the best things in life and what it can give

Are behind a reality glass

Money, love, jewelry, happiness and flesh

And what's left for me?

What's left for me now is a GOODBYE.................

I used MORRISSEY, in every way I could for you

Because you are the one I knew I could never have

Even when I thought I did have a chance I knew I didn't

And I got stuck, I loved it you will forever be in me

In so many ways

I never thought of you as SEX. you spoke in other words to me. I just wanted you to be happy, to be loved, to be pain free, to just be you. Use this as your guide to love if someone can do better than this then I will be your best NEVER WAS, But if they fail I will be your best WHAT IF?

Good luck ANGEL, I know one day you will find what you're looking for in life. If not you know I will be here. As long as god gives me life.

I hate goodbye's so we'll just call it "I'll see you on the next MORRISSEY, show."

Till then always, JAY...................

P.S. I made it to 60, of them one day I'll reach 1,000,000

The next world, we'll be very happy..........I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!